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Extinction
03:28
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Nothing has changed
Too much pressure to change a little thing for millions
We’re just one step away from death
Common sense is now in danger
For the profit of massive anger
Can we find the cure to our dying species
Instead of building walls to hear our screams
I can’t escape this, I can’t escape it
I need someone to believe it
When I’m gonna fall towards the ground
I hope the crash will make a sound
So they can hear me now
And listen to the truth instead of burying it in the sand
Hiding the proof of it all
Can’t you see we are fighting
To make meaning to our future
To get back to our true nature
Is it too late to cure ourselves
from this destructive operation
We will never get them all
Realizing we’re barely breathing
It’s already too late to see, to finally believe it
We weren't ready to hear the truth
Before you know, you won’t see the world as we know
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2. |
Feel
02:58
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Fighting every night until it collapsed
Not surprised we didn’t find the right track
Can you tell us why we’re here
If we’re not ready to hear
(Not ready to hear)
When everything falls through the cracks
It comes hard being honest
All I remember is a different version of you
You’ve always wanted to live just to feel something
You’ve always wanted to share your feelings just to be someone
You just had to speak
I never meant to break your heart
Even outside (outside) you can survive, you can be set free
You can be set free from yourself
Escaping the prison you’ve put yourself into
Molded to what you view
I never said this would be easy
You just have to open your eyes to see
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Will you burn all those pages
Forget everything you have ever said to me
I've always felt that you cared, I always thought you would stay
We are still lost and angry, but now just lonely
Oh!
Was this just all a fake story
Just to cure ourselves and change history
Let me see you becoming into despair
I can’t believe you left me for dead in there
I can’t believe you left me for dead in there
Please be my Illuminator
A beautiful death (A beautiful death)
Awaits me
They say we were not meant to be
But at least we shared the same feelings
But at least we were healing
It begins now
Enter the void of my apocalyptic dream
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4. |
Wife Beater
03:49
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I’ve never been this brave
Yet I’ve never felt okay
I saw you on the floor
You’ve looked at me and then everything changed
(Then everything changed)
Will i get the time to experience my redemption
(My redemption)
(Will I get the time)
Wrapped around my neck
I’m running out of air
The pressure is getting higher and higher
Crushing through my face like a gunshot
The pressure is getting higher and higher
Look at the mirror and see the monster
The reality is that you’re just a
Wife beater
But you know you’re worth more than this
This is the way you’ve been raised
That’s the only thing you know
Find a way to become the man
You always wanted to be
This demon have put you in the dark for too long
(For too long)
This demon have put you in the dark for so long
(For so long)
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5. |
Assimilate
03:21
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I’ve been looking for a safe place
Until I let go of you
Isn’t it too late to finally heal those scars
Isn’t it too late to figure out you’re just a fake
I must stop the ache to start believing again
You tried to put walls in front of me
So I couldn’t seek
(I couldn’t seek) my dreams
You let me dive
Just to see if I’d reach for your hand
I saw the blood dripping from your fingertips
And realised you had sank deeper than me
Your ignorance is a bliss
I’ll watch you fall into the abyss
(Into the abyss)
Only then you’ll see
When you’ll start screaming
That everyone forgot you like this
No ticket home
You’ll only be on your own
This is a war you cannot win
If you continue making me an enemy (an enemy)
Selfishness won’t bring you anything else
Rapture won’t last forever, it is now or never
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Abandoned
03:22
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We are not the kids we used to be
Why can’t we end this nightmare
(Seeking the reason why)
Recreate what we know from this hell
We've been raised with the fear of this man
We must break the cycle of beating the ones we love
Bruised and broken, our soul has been caught
Craving for vengeance, seeking the reason why
We became the shadow of ourselves
We must erase from our memories
All the souvenirs of this fraction of our lives
I’m trying to build something
Better than expected
Hoping that the best is yet to come
Trying not to get so hopeless
Making something good of this mess
Buth my path has been traced
I can’t unsee what has been made
I can’t forget the pain we got from your hands
You must detain the clues to unchain
You left us in a deep well
Ready to fall, Ready to fail
We always wondered why you left us there
This is all connected
Can’t escape from this end
We can’t be confined
if there is something left to find
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Mirror Error
03:08
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I saw you shatter the glass
In your dark blue flats
By dodging the problem
You’ll be broken
Is it too hard to see
You’re not different than me
The pale tone of your skin
The fiction you live in
You think unattractive
All the beauty you cannot see
It is visible to me
Let me guide you back to reality
Leave this house, find out what you lack
I’ll provide you with some pieces, a way to find the track
You took so many drugs, your heartbeat so small
You need to carry on with your life
Ask yourself consent to stay strong
By proving you the best
Can happen from this
I think you won’t forget
the true version of yourself
Could you please take my hand?
Always the same story
Not believing what you see
But suddenly, you finally see
You contemplate your body
You see there’s no tragedy
Face off your problems or they will become you
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Demons
02:54
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I just gave up on my dreams
By letting them in
Didn’t think they were somewhat destructive
I was ready to rise
Until I’ve become theirs
I must find my escape within myself
In my head, there is something to find
I must seek the answer within myself
How can my mind be so desperate?
(So desperate)
Oh!
I manage to survive
Learning to revive
Trying to gain control of my senses
I find my way in
Trying to reverse it
Please stay at my side
The only way I cannot die
Waiting till it all stand still
I’m learning to live with them
Wherever i go, whenever I breathe
I still feel them inside of me
They keep chasing me
Tormenting me
Until I wake up
I will find my way
Back to my normal state
(My normal state)
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9. |
Trapped In My Mind
03:54
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All these memories that still fade
Will I find the strength to escape in time
All of this time that I’ve been through hell
I only wanted to look outside
And this is all I fucking know
I looked at every single corner of my cell
Trying to find a way to escape
I’m trying all my fucking best every single day
(Every single day)
But my luck keeps running away from me
(My luck keeps running away from me)
What the fuck is taking so long
For me to feel like I belong
Give me something to heal
to hold my head above the sea
A reason at night to sleep
Free myself from this cage
I’m escaping this desperate place
I just need to break free
My mental state has forsaken me
But I know I could find the key
somewhere near, where I can’t see
Please don’t leave,
give me the strength to believe in myself
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10. |
Departures
04:06
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Repeat these prevarications
Only to cause this division
All these promises unkept had to lead to this wreck
We kept secret our decision
So you could have your reflexion
Even when we made it clear, you didn’t want to see
It wasn't meant to be
You left this mess
Not knowing what you’ll miss
We built these walls
Wondering if you’d come back
(Come back)
Wondering if you’d come back
Pieces of you
Will still be found
In the hell you left us in
I hope you cure this deadly sin
(This deadly sin)
Even though we tried everything
It just wasn't your thing
We searched the truth for so long
Only to find out you were wrong
This division must end
You finished enslaving us
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In Disarray Montreal, Québec
Featuring ex-members of Amongst Heroes, Vying With Veils and Compass, In Disarray in a new metalcore band emerging from Montreal.
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